I've got some issues that nobody can see and all of these emotions are pourin' out of me. I bring them to the light for you, it's only right. This is the soundtrack to my life.

- KiD CuDi

I'm warning you now. This is extremely boring and it's probably going to get pretty long with all my bitching.

Talk about a shitty first day of school. I didn't think any of my classes would be a problem. It's not actually my classes, it's the people in them, or should I say the people not in them. I don't know anyone in any of my classes. The only person I know in one of my classes is my best friend in my Spanish 4 class. I sat in homeroom for an hour with all the usual people I have homeroom with, it wasn't so bad but it was boring for that long. Then I went to first period, study hall. I'm sure it'll be better when I actually have something to do. Then second period, I'm in physics. I am terrible at science, so it's freshman class. All of them, and one of my little brother's friends is in there. Talk about weird. Third period I have AP Psychology, bunch of seniors I don't know in there. I didn't know anyone in my lunch. I ended up leaving and going to one of my previous teacher's room. Fifth period, I had AP World. The people in there are in my grade, but it's not anyone I talk to. For sixth period I have Pre Calculus, more seniors I don't know. Spanish seventh period with one person I know. Then AP English for my last class. Yet again, people in my grade, but no one I talk to. So I was pretty miserable all day. I surely hope tomorrow is better.

So this kid likes me. I don't like him like that, and I try to explain to him he doesn't like me as much as he thinks he does. I know he doesn't. I also keep telling him he doesn't know me. Very few people "know" me. There is a lot people don't know about me. Sometimes I just want to tell everyone everything I've been through just so they get a taste of my life. But then again, it's not things I want everyone knowing. It's personal, you know? I mean, these are things my parents don't even know. He just frustrates me sometimes, and he says he knows me and we're such great of friends, but he honestly doesn't.